My happy ending

"Didn't mean to hurt you, was meant to protect you" 

 Richie Campbell - Blame it on me 

Why do we have to listn this so many times? Usually that is not possible, if someone doesn't want to get hurt stay at home. But if that person wants to get a life, has to take risks. I don't want to die young but I'm not going to stay at home. I'm gonna smile, cry, be strong and scared... I will be afraid of many things.
You can't imagine how many stuff I've alredy done wrong and I can't imagine how long I'll keep them wrong.
But in the end, I Belive,  that I will die happy...